Lost
So the project that was i so obsessively involved in a few weeks ago, I’m now totally disinterested. I had a really good idea of what to do, but now i don’t have a clue.
I really needed some help from Mark today, but instead, he talked to Sarah for most of the lesson, then spent the rest of his time with Margaret (who isn’t even doing 3D, and i was actually getting really annoyed at her). I managed to get his attention and got foolishly optimistic. However, about a minute later, Marta came and asked for his help and he went off with her instead saying “…because i haven’t really spoken to her. Just write down a few more things and i’ll be over in a bit”. So i sat down and had a think and was still struggling. Then he walked right past me and carried on helping Margaret. And i couldn’t even stay behind and talk to him cos he had to go and give a talk upstairs.
So i got quite frustrated and realised that today was just a massive waste and i might as well have not gone in at all.
Now i’m sat here, feeling really shitty and upset, don’t have a clue where to go with my project now and we don’t even have Mark tomorrow.
On the bright side, i’m entering a photography competition for the RSC.
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I’ve just had a (hopefully) amazing idea.
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